She was tiny when we found her and her sister, and she was never strong. She stopped eating, and even though we gave her water and food as best as we could... Another bad thing, her sister is going to die as well, she stopped eating last night. My mom and siblings are sick (they caught some stomach bug, they're not getting out of bed) and my dad is, well, a man, and it doesn't seem to dawn on him I have a paper to write so I'm doing most of the things that needs to be done here from this morning, including finding her dead body, trying to feed her sister, taking the dogs out for a walk and feeding the (thankfully) mature healthy (tfu-tfu-tfu) cats in the yard.
And think, caring so fucking much allows you to feel the good things really strong as well. Sensitivity, just like everything else, has its pros and cons.
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Date: 2006-10-21 07:48 am (UTC)Going to go light some insence for her.
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Date: 2006-10-21 09:31 am (UTC)I hate caring so fucking much.
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Date: 2006-10-21 08:17 pm (UTC)And think, caring so fucking much allows you to feel the good things really strong as well. Sensitivity, just like everything else, has its pros and cons.