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May. 3rd, 2006 09:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Pain, pain, pain, pain.... All night, I'm going crazy, I hate my period, I hate being a woman, I hate pain and blood and not sleeping and lying on the couch when I should be working (I have to cook and clean the roof). I'm going to eat, and then I'm going to take a pill and curse this pain into oblivion. Why today? why this week? It couldn't have waited five, six days, no, it had to come now, like every year, to make absolutely sure I have my birthday messed up to the point I think of canceling the party, to the point I probably won't be able to drink tomorrow because I'll be on painkillers, and the fact it never comes out the way I want it to. I hate life.
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Date: 2006-05-03 07:49 am (UTC)Well, actually, it's my own, but it's of the same kind.
In other words, we're synched again. Isn't it funny?
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Date: 2006-05-03 07:59 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-05-03 10:18 am (UTC)And, okay - this synched thing is disturbing, I haven't been around you guys in ages!
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Date: 2006-05-03 11:56 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-05-03 12:30 pm (UTC)Plus, sympathies, I used to get periods so bad I'd throw up from them *hug* and whatever you do not hate yourself for being a woman, it's our greatest down fall, this self hatred.
*hug*
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Date: 2006-05-03 12:40 pm (UTC)