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[tamara_russo]

Now it's going to be days before this feeling wears off.

I always get this way, after finishing something huge, deep and changing. It was like that after so many other things, and it'll continue to be like that for my entire life.

I can actually hear the creaking inside of me that says that things are moving, rearanging.

Well, it's one of the best feelings in the world and one of the worst. It always passes. It'll pass.

Just a few days.

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[hagar-972.livejournal.com]

Another post in the tradition of "Vague and sounding monumental." *prod* Anything you care to talk about?

[tamara-russo.livejournal.com]

The thing is, I know this feeling, it's been hapening to me after so many things I've read or watched, and I just need to let it pass.

If I'm going to be brutally honest about this (and I've known this for a while now), it's one of the symptoms of me caring more about fictional characters and ideas than my own "ordinary" life.

It takes a few days, but I'll get over it, until the next time.

And thanks for the offer. I just hate talking over the phone about these things.

[hagar-972.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know this feeling. I just... learned that it's not about caring more about fictional larger-than-life stuff then everyway normal-boring stuff.

I've learned that it's kind of the opposite, actually. This feeling of things changing and shifting and stretching, for me it means that i'm using what I just 'learned' towards furnishing my internal space - whatever attention I pour into thinking about and caring for fictional people, given enough time it will usually connect back to my life.

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Yeah, phone sucks, but exchanging written comments is so much better. /sarcasm