Life altering moments
Mar. 27th, 2008 10:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tamara_russoI think of the past now.
A moment in kinder garden I think. All the girls said their favorite color is pink so I did as well. It was a few days later that I said that my true favorite color is green. The beginning of my "no-herd-movement".
I got into the gifted kids class after the second grade. I would spend 10 years with pretty much the same people. They would make my life pretty hellish, but also will help develop some of my most notable qualities and believes, those that I still posses.
The beginning of my romance with art - in the arts center in Holon, something I love and took from so much. It also gave me the possibility to meet other girls, girls I loved and loved me back. Friends, for the very first time. Real friends. One of them made the introduction between myself and Helena, who's one of my best friends today.
Efrat - in the twelve grade I will meet, hate and then love my best friend for the next 10 years. In many aspects my relationship with her was unhealthy, but at the time it was the best.
Tori - at the age of 16 I bought "Little Earthquakes" for "Crucify". Little did I know that I just ran into my favorite artist in the entire world. I won't risk saying that she'll always be my favorite, for it's a moving life, and we never know what tomorrow brings, but I can hope. She saved my life, time and time again, and she still amazes me every time I hear her sing. She's still one the best things in my life.
Harry Potter - not just because of my affections for good books, or even good fantasy books. It was the start of my reading in English for real, something that fascinated me, gave me strength (saved my life as well). It's one of the things that pulled me through my last year at school, my service, university and the ending of the story brought something so much more wonderful into my life.
My first day at my B.A. at TAU gave me not only that which it is, but also Lilach - my first new friend for years and a connection to others. She left TAU after a year and went to study somewhere else, but she's still very much a great friend of mine, with characteristics that only make me smile each time I see her or speak to her. Someone great in my life.
Other friends from the university, my new good feeling with myself, a place I wanted to belong to since I was 10 - a year that was that much better than those that came before.
Well - Hagar. Second year through my B.A., a small blond girl that loved Harry Potter as well, and things that rolled into a complete transformation. She also gave me her friends, so many other great people I love to death now. My life had become so different from then on.
After my third year, and my decision to leave biology I got my first real job at a newspaper, where the first aspects of the real world sipped through. Independence.
Efrat, again, but this time the end. Like bondages that held me tight and now they're gone. So much relief with an ending of something that was bad for a long time.
July in England and Irland with Mel. I can't describe what this trip did to me. The Tori show, being alone and not homesick, being with Mel, Harry Potter last day next to Waterstones, the Hummingbird, th wrong Alton, the thought about engineering. All of that.
All of that. Just, me.
A moment in kinder garden I think. All the girls said their favorite color is pink so I did as well. It was a few days later that I said that my true favorite color is green. The beginning of my "no-herd-movement".
I got into the gifted kids class after the second grade. I would spend 10 years with pretty much the same people. They would make my life pretty hellish, but also will help develop some of my most notable qualities and believes, those that I still posses.
The beginning of my romance with art - in the arts center in Holon, something I love and took from so much. It also gave me the possibility to meet other girls, girls I loved and loved me back. Friends, for the very first time. Real friends. One of them made the introduction between myself and Helena, who's one of my best friends today.
Efrat - in the twelve grade I will meet, hate and then love my best friend for the next 10 years. In many aspects my relationship with her was unhealthy, but at the time it was the best.
Tori - at the age of 16 I bought "Little Earthquakes" for "Crucify". Little did I know that I just ran into my favorite artist in the entire world. I won't risk saying that she'll always be my favorite, for it's a moving life, and we never know what tomorrow brings, but I can hope. She saved my life, time and time again, and she still amazes me every time I hear her sing. She's still one the best things in my life.
Harry Potter - not just because of my affections for good books, or even good fantasy books. It was the start of my reading in English for real, something that fascinated me, gave me strength (saved my life as well). It's one of the things that pulled me through my last year at school, my service, university and the ending of the story brought something so much more wonderful into my life.
My first day at my B.A. at TAU gave me not only that which it is, but also Lilach - my first new friend for years and a connection to others. She left TAU after a year and went to study somewhere else, but she's still very much a great friend of mine, with characteristics that only make me smile each time I see her or speak to her. Someone great in my life.
Other friends from the university, my new good feeling with myself, a place I wanted to belong to since I was 10 - a year that was that much better than those that came before.
Well - Hagar. Second year through my B.A., a small blond girl that loved Harry Potter as well, and things that rolled into a complete transformation. She also gave me her friends, so many other great people I love to death now. My life had become so different from then on.
After my third year, and my decision to leave biology I got my first real job at a newspaper, where the first aspects of the real world sipped through. Independence.
Efrat, again, but this time the end. Like bondages that held me tight and now they're gone. So much relief with an ending of something that was bad for a long time.
July in England and Irland with Mel. I can't describe what this trip did to me. The Tori show, being alone and not homesick, being with Mel, Harry Potter last day next to Waterstones, the Hummingbird, th wrong Alton, the thought about engineering. All of that.
All of that. Just, me.
