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tamara_russoYou can't mistake it. Autumn is here.
We might still get hot days (well, there's not question about it), but the change has already began, and the end of the year is rolling in.
Yesterday, for the first time in months, I walked into my room and opened the window, instead of turning the AC on. The sun was already gone, and the very new moon was narrow and bright right in front of me.
And I felt it. How the end comes, how the fresh beautiful beginning also approaches.
I can't explain it, only describe it.
And this morning it's still there, the open window, the tiny breeze, fall breeze, and my immense will to bake something that will make the house smell sweet and warm and fresh and tasty.
I had a difficult week, but yesterday was a complete opposite. I guess I was feeling this change coming, and I knew it was signaling something good that's about to come.
*~*
I stood in front of the mirror this morning, and a huge smile just sprouted on my face. It's this feeling, lingering, and also.
Also, so much happiness for my friends.
I can't even begin to describe how I feel when I think of all these awesome people I love, and how my life is better now than it was ten years ago (not to mention 15 years ago).
[No guys, I didn't mix my meds this morning. I'm just happy, and I want to celebrate this wonderful feeling, and share it with you.]
*~*
I think I know what I'm going to do next week.
We might still get hot days (well, there's not question about it), but the change has already began, and the end of the year is rolling in.
Yesterday, for the first time in months, I walked into my room and opened the window, instead of turning the AC on. The sun was already gone, and the very new moon was narrow and bright right in front of me.
And I felt it. How the end comes, how the fresh beautiful beginning also approaches.
I can't explain it, only describe it.
And this morning it's still there, the open window, the tiny breeze, fall breeze, and my immense will to bake something that will make the house smell sweet and warm and fresh and tasty.
I had a difficult week, but yesterday was a complete opposite. I guess I was feeling this change coming, and I knew it was signaling something good that's about to come.
*~*
I stood in front of the mirror this morning, and a huge smile just sprouted on my face. It's this feeling, lingering, and also.
Also, so much happiness for my friends.
I can't even begin to describe how I feel when I think of all these awesome people I love, and how my life is better now than it was ten years ago (not to mention 15 years ago).
[No guys, I didn't mix my meds this morning. I'm just happy, and I want to celebrate this wonderful feeling, and share it with you.]
*~*
I think I know what I'm going to do next week.
