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Nightmares of a grown person
Feb. 4th, 2007 10:41 amI believe my period is coming. How do I know, you ask? Cramps, moods or such likes? No.
Weird dreams.
During my period I have weird dreams, sometimes it even comes near horrifying. I'm not talking about monsters, but "psychological warfare". I dream I'm doing bad things, that the people I know and love are something else, and I get very agitated during the night and sleep very poorly. Tonight I dreamed about our family, who was in fact the family from "Touching Distance" (Israeli T.V. show), and there were different people in it, and people were cheating on each other everywhere, and, well, I was sliding in and out of sleep feeling very bad.
These kinds of nights make me feel grateful when they end. The last time it was this terrible was when I was in Porto, three and a half years ago. Those dreams are still etched inside my head and I haven't told anyone exactly what happened in them, because I'm just ashamed of them. It was a morning I woke up with shaking hands and had to wash my face with freezing water just to make myself stop shivering.
I hate the sub-conscience.
Weird dreams.
During my period I have weird dreams, sometimes it even comes near horrifying. I'm not talking about monsters, but "psychological warfare". I dream I'm doing bad things, that the people I know and love are something else, and I get very agitated during the night and sleep very poorly. Tonight I dreamed about our family, who was in fact the family from "Touching Distance" (Israeli T.V. show), and there were different people in it, and people were cheating on each other everywhere, and, well, I was sliding in and out of sleep feeling very bad.
These kinds of nights make me feel grateful when they end. The last time it was this terrible was when I was in Porto, three and a half years ago. Those dreams are still etched inside my head and I haven't told anyone exactly what happened in them, because I'm just ashamed of them. It was a morning I woke up with shaking hands and had to wash my face with freezing water just to make myself stop shivering.
I hate the sub-conscience.
